Introduction To Destruction.

Five For Fighting - Superman

2009-06-17T02:18:00.001+08:00

It may sound absurd... But don't be naive,
Even heroes have the right to bleed.
I may be disturbed... But won't you concede,
Even heroes have the right to dream,

It's not easy to be me.

Light On - David Cook

2009-04-14T00:27:00.002+08:00

&& here goes, I was tagged by my dearest. -__________________-"
Write the names of 21 friends you can think off the top of your head,
And then answer the question.
After doing this, tag your 21 friends to do the same [:

1. Hiryanty Dearest <3
2. Zaha
3. Alif
4. Boon
5. Sempoi
6. anxx
7. Hadi
8. Sempoi
9. Mimieb0o
10. An "hetfield"
11. Nasyrul
12. Farhan "Goldfish"
13. Nazree
14. Awiss
15. Syabrin
16. Saiful
17. Syazwan
18. Hicurl
19. Qasrina
20. Hanafi a.ka. "Ricky Martin" Fcs
21. Nadia Scandal!

How did you get to meet 7?
-MSL sec. He's a year older though.

What will you do if you & 15 never met?
- (-1)friend to disturb... muahaha!

What will you do if 20 & 1 date?
- SLAUGHTER BOTH OF THEM.

Have you ever seen 17 cry?
- Erm.. nopes.

Would 4 & 16 be a good couple?
- ahh yes.. both are gays. AHAHA.

Do you think 11 is attractive?
- YEAAAAAAAHHHH WOOHOO!! (i hope he see this)

What is 2's favourite color?
- no idea. but i think purple, cause he's gay!

What was the last time you talk to 9?
- when his hair was not yet dreadlock(sp?)

What language does 8 speak?
- hardcore language.

Who is 13 going out with?
- mangle clan, standard.

What grade is 12 in?
- secondary 4 this year.

Would you ever date 17?
- nope, never! i'm not gay!!

Where does 18 live?
- Woodlands!

What is the best thing about 3?
- his lobang hidong. hahahahaha~

What would you like to tell 10 rite now?
- erm? nothing actually.

What is the best thing abt 20?
- gelek2 techniques! haha. he's my only big brother!

Have you ever kiss 5?
- HAHA! nope. never will.

What was the best memory you have with 21? *
- erms.... ehem*winks! can't say it out. Dearest will kill me! heheheheehehe!!!!

When is the next time you're gonna see 6?
- idk.. if he comes down for jamming session?

How is 14 & 12 different?
- one black & one white. (:

Is 19 pretty?
- ermss.... no comments uhs. (:

What was your 1st impresion of 11?
- he's gay. hahahaa~!

How did you meet 20?
- a few days after i was born, i see him ady. he's my bro!

Is 1 your bestfriend?
- Used to be. Now? more than just bestfriends. ((:

Do you hate 12?
- erm... no lahhh.

Have you seen 18 in the last month?
- well, yeah.

When was the last time you see 16?
- Last 2 fridays!

Have you been to 5's house?
- Yeah.. once.

When's the next time you're gonna see 10?
- when i'm gonna see him.. wtf? hahaha.

Are you close to 13?
- normal friends. used to bully him. ahhaha!

Have you been to a movie with 4?
- Nopes.

Have you gotten into trouble with 8?
- Erm.. not really lah.

Would you give 19 a hug?
- NOOOOOOO. Dearest's will hang my head outside her door house. (!)

When have you lied to 3?
- HAHAHA. can't rmbr. but it was joking only laa.

Is 16 good at socializing?
- erm, not really. 1st day at sch, he got no friends.

Do you know a secret about 9?
- ahahahaha... i know what u did last summer........
actually no uh. heh.

Describe the relationship between 12 & 18.
- no links. just school mates.

What's the best thing about your friendship with 9?
- haha. those secondary school times. trouble we got ourselves into.

What's the worst thing about 6?
- erm..... he's gay. i mean it. gaaaayyy..

Have you ever had a crush on 12?
- hahahaha! are you crazy?!

Does 14 have boyfriend/girlfriend?
- ask him luhh. i don't knoww.

Have you ever wanted to punch 1 in the face?
- WANTED TO. but patience is virtue. 1 is a she.
wouldn't be a gentleman doing that.

Has 21 met your mother?
- noooooooooooo.

How did u get to meet 15?
- same secondary school.

Have you ever physically hurt 3?
- haha. just normal punches.

Do you live close to 7?
- yeaps. we're same floor, different blocks. just across.

What's 8's favourite food?
- i don't know.

What kinda car does 1 have?
- car that gives free trips to my heart! ((:

Have you ever travelled anywhere with 9 before?
- used to be in school together. -.-

If you give 14 $100 wad will he/she spent on?
- haahah! alot of things, cnfrm. but idk what. (:

No specific people. Those who wants to do, do. ((:

OKAYS! done! (:
love you my dearest
<33

Safe And Sound - Rebelution

2009-03-20T03:23:00.002+08:00

Well Hello!

it's been awhile, again since i update my blog. yeah2 it's rusty already. Well, i don't know where to start. There's really so much in life to turn my whole life around. -.- yeah. yet again, it's life. So yeaaa....

13th March 09 -

It was my final exam for 1st year. haha. Yeah, i managed to do most of the questions i guess. Of course, some i can't do. That's normal i guess. haha. Yeah. & Aft that, i decided to collect my new passport & head to Suntec City. Me & dearest went to the IT show '09 to check out my dearest's notebook cause she'd be getting one for poly stuff later. Took some time at the fair, looking for notebook of various brands. Seriously, if you're there to get a notebook, i'm sure u'd be getting a headache. hahaha. After checking out what dearest wanted, we went to eat. We were hungry. hehe. So, we settled down at KFC & just had a simple meal. We walked around suntec city & i had to go off first. Dearest sent me to the mrt & then dearest decided to continue with the IT fair. I guess that's all.

15th March '09 -

It was the "Gelar Seni Budaya Dan Atraksi Pencak Silat Serumpun, Singapure-Batam". Yeah, was held in Batam. I got a chance to go there to look at some of the different silat in indonesia. Got our chance to participate & then we ate at A&W's. Then we were given time to walk around the shopping complex. Saiful & Me decided to head to a different way since the others decided to only eat donuts first. I found a hoodie that attracted me. &! it's my size. I thought it was supposed to be cheap, but it's kinda same as SG money. Decided to change my money & buy that hoodie. *there goes all my money. I didn't had enough to buy anything for dearest cause it's an unexpected call. I thought it'll took the whole day. I'm sorry dearest. Alot of things happened there & we met up and head home. Eventually, we missed our ferry i think due to miscommunication & had to wait until 8.30 batam time which is 9.30 in sgp. Reached sgp about 10.40 & straight head home. Then its ZzZZzZz time.

16th March '09 -

It was a last minute decision. I decided to go to queensway shopping centre to get a shoe for myself. Particularly a Nike SB that i've been aiming for. Dearest decided to accompany me as she knew that i'd cnfrm have a hard time choosing. Yes dear, i do have that problem. Thank you for helping me. heh. Hence, it looks unfair the she had accompany me but she didn't get anything. So, i decided to get my dearest something she wants to make up for last sunday. She wanted to get a slipper, & she got stuck with the adidas flip flops. So, i paid for her flip flops. It's an Adidas Tareeva & I got myself a Nike 6.0 Morgan Zoom Air. Yeap, i love it dear. Thank you. Then we head home. That's all i guess. There you go.

& Yeah, i guess that's it. That's for now. Sorry for taking ages to update my blog. Cause there's alot of unexpected turn of event nowadays. I myself really don't know what i'm getting myself into. Family shit & stuffs. My life is getting dull, i think. haha. yeah. :)

& dearest.
sorry to have bring you so much shit these few days.
i guess we have alot to talk about.
yeap, i really do care about you.
& yes i love you very much.
i hope you love the flip flop i bought for you.
That is to make it up to you.
sorry & thank you very much.
ily. <3

This War Is Ours (The Guillotine Part II) - Escape The Fate

2009-01-06T17:10:00.002+08:00

Hallo!

Oh Well, School reopens today. Elfee, wanted to go to school with me, &! He decided to ring me up at 7am. I was still sleeping by then. I ignored the phone call & continued sleeping until 8. That's when i answered his calls & told him where to meet. I came half an hour later. & Elfee, without knowing what time he was supposed to report to school, just followed my timing. I guess his sense of timing ain't that bad either. He wasn't too late. Haha.

& by 8.45, I reached my school area & suprisingly, my classmate Jia Wei sms-ed me.

This is what he sms-ed me:
10am at 7106.

My instant reaction:
WTF?!!

By then, Mad called me asking me where am i cause he too thought that school was supposed to start at 9. Then, we decided to meet at block 245 opp the school. When i came, i saw a X1R bike. s0, i asked him whether that is his bike. He said yeah... s0 there goes. No wonder he came early, as he never did came to school early when there's no bike. hahaha. & s0, i asked myself. 'when's my turn? sobs.' heh heh.

& there goes 10am. s0 we headed to school. & were given the project parts. not another project........................................... haha. so there goes. I guess there's nothing much. But since my dear was forcing me to update, so there it is. hehe. alright. that's all.

Good Day Everyone!

& my dear!
dah update dah!
hehehehehehe.
ily!<3

Running From The Rain - Thursday

2009-01-01T00:00:00.001+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR! 2009!

Happy new year to all of ya~
YEAH! have a wonderful year ahead.

& Yeah, Believe it or not. There's no more 2008.
2008 is like a pretty normal year to me.
Of course, i would have good & bad times.

BAD TIMES, forget it. GOOD TIMES, cherish it.
2008 was rather fast, don't ya think so?
;)

have a great year ahead guys!

&&&!
happy new year to u me dear!
may we go through it all together.
i love you.
<33

With A Thousand Words To Say But One - Darkest Hour

2008-12-26T00:01:00.001+08:00

Sorry seems to be the hardest word.

The Flood - Escape The Fate

2008-12-22T22:26:00.010+08:00

hey!

halo! :)
been out these few days. haha.
:)

last week, monday.

me & dearest decided to repair our earpiece; which we used less than a year. we got warranty for that. so we're safe from taking out any money. they said they'll took around a week for the repair. so, from there i hand around there, spending our time together. &&&!! i would remember that particular day i wore a contact lens. it's taking ages to wear just one side of my eye. yup, like u said dear.. it'll take forever for me to wear both sides. haha. then we proceeded to town to find some things. it was rather packed than normal. haha. yeap, then we decided to seize the night & head home.

previous week, saturday.

yeah, we got back our earpiece as they had text me that it's ready for collection. hence, i decided to ask my dearest & some of our friend to join along too. it was rather a last minute planning. i told them a day before & the night before on what the plan is. so there is... Me, Dearest, Saiful, Syazwan, Ayul, Raihanah, Fariani & her bf to join along. we catch the movie "twilight" digital. the difference between the digital & normal was the image, not the sound (hahahaha!) then Fariani & her bf part from us then we decided to go for bowling! it was rather fun lah, as we saw the styles of the person respectively how they bowl. & Saiful got 2 of our names wrong in the scoreboard. Syazwan as Syasuwan & Hiryanty as Hiranty. luckily, he got my name correct. hahaha. i lost in the end. because i'm not a regular at bowling. heh. :p Saiful took the lead from the start & he won, obviously. he's good. yeah. haha. aft that, we decided to just hand around there. we ate fries there & wrote some funny things at the ball that we've been given. we're suppose to write things for 2009, but naturally us, we went sidewinder. hahaha. we draw alot of things, haha. then there came Haikal, Elfee & Heidhar to join us. then headed to bus stop to go home. Dearest & Ayul drop off at BPP while the others drop at woodlands, to go home of course. :)

& yesterday.

i got myself involved in the silat competition. & yeap, there goes. i tore my pants. hahaha! i don't really know how did it happened, but i just went on despite it. haha. lucky for me, Abg Arif fork out money to buy me new pants. thanks alot Abg. yeap, we cheered our hearts out & we won the best supporting team. & for the participating, got ourselves 2nd for jurus & Saiful, get 1st for solo. congrats to him. overall, we got 2nd place & received some things. & we also won a hamper that's filled with snacks. with my dearest's fav, ferrero rocher inside. then headed back woodlands, play taiti for a game or two then i accompanied dearest to her mum's house as it's her mum's birthday. aft that went to send dearest home. hence, i headed home myself. :)

& today,

i went to marina square to get my pants changed cause it's not the size that i wanted. the moment i asked for the change, the sales assistant was rather fucked up. she said it can't be changed etc. i told her i got my receipt & i only bought it ytd, rather it was Abg Arif. *mind me, i wasn't trying to be racist but - she was a china girl. i don't really know what she was blabbering in chinese to her colleagues but i know she was scolding or something. her face was like irritated or smth. then she start calling about two times to ask for the exchange; i mean.. look, what so hard? i only bought it ytd, i haven't even wore it. i also got receipt for it. ohh man, it was really bad customer service. should have taken a singaporean instead. if only i'd understand what they say. i would have burst out in anger.* haha. yep, then we had lunch & dearest got some Famous Amos butterscotch cookies & i got myself a choc chip brownie. it looked delicious, so i decided to go for it. & get our butt off there to go chill at my dearest's grandmother house. yeap, chill for about an hour or two then i decided to head home. :)

& below, is a photo i found. hehe. dearest, take a look at it. hehe.
:)

yeap, there goes. ahhaa.
that's all i guess.
thanks for reading.
:)

& dearest.
thank you for everything!
the treats, laughter, love, hugs, kisses, everything~
thank you very much!
i love you.
<33

Johari Window - Plainsunset

2008-12-01T02:14:00.020+08:00

hey..! hahahahaha. :))

sorry for the lack of updates. my comp has been down, now it's kinda working again. yup. been kinda busy for this while. it took me awhile to settle down from things happening around me. yeap, life.... it's full of suprises. full of ups n downs, yes i'm aware of that. alot of things had past here. my dearest lost her grandfather. my condolences to her & her grandma's family. School :- is REALLY a bore. my friends are pathetic (some of them) especially those malay guys. i'm not stereotyping, but they just are! & i hate that microcontroller technology topic. it give me the creeps. scaaaaaaary. -.- haha. yup, must admit it though... school holiday, where are you?! heh heh. yeah, that's about it laa. yeahh.

anws, i got a chance to take part in a stage drama on the 29th. yup. although my part was small, it still means big to me. i got to know some of the malay artists, make friends with them, act with them.. heh heh. although we took only 3 days to practice. of course, there's flaws here & there. but what past is the past. i managed to take some photos off the show. so here, i end this post with some pictures of the show. bye. update some time again (if there's something to).

funny guy. he's talented, seriously.

& to you dear, missing you v much.
i love you, v much <3:))

Californication - Red Hot Chilli Peppers

2008-10-01T02:00:00.001+08:00

selamat hari raya to all respected muslims out there!
maaf zahir dan batin!
:)

yeah, it's so fast that the month of ramadhan had past. well, i just don't feel it coming i guess. puasa had been okay for me nonetheless. haha. yeah2. to all muslims out there who had been fasting for a month, may you have a peaceful, loving, & wonderful hari raya aite! yang tak puasa tu... tak payah ler rayer kayy. oh well, i would like to take this opportunity to say that i'm sorry if i have done something wrong or said something wrong to you. maybe i did, but i just didn't realise it. oh well, humans do make mistakes yah? can't beat that. yeap, tmr i'm sure i'd be going to my grandma's house. i just love the food she cooks! ahaha! can't wait for that... yeap2! afterall, it comes once a year! but i do still miss the times when there was my dad. & the things that i used to do during past rayas. i so miss them. oh well. raya's this year is different from others. i hope that the next will be a fun one. so yeah, that's it lah. just a short post. an update to show my blog's just not so dead. (it's actually quite dead, i know). heheh. ok bye! selamat berayer!

my dearrr!
loving you always aite.
thnks for the paper u gave.
that's so sweet of u.
THANK YOU!
:)

okkkkk dah bye!

Smells Like Teen Spirit - Nirvana

2008-09-08T22:39:00.003+08:00

heyheyhey.

hello! i'm back yaw! yeahhhh! been missing out on things alot, & there's alot of catching up to do. yeap, thing's had always been the same for me. there's nothing quite interesting as it is, & i pray to God things would be more interesting for me. just a little more, that'll be enough for me. heh heh. ouh well... what goes around, comes around.. isn't it?

errrr.. school's been really pathetic these days. & i don't know why. lessons are so0o0o f*cking boring. i'd been returning home from school early these few days. like i said, school's been pathetic.. really is. & the best part of all is........... tmr's my final exam! for year 1 at least. i did some revision and hope for the best for tmr and wednesday. hope what i've learn did some good for me. ouh well, one more year to go. pleaaaaaaaase bring me to somewhere interesting after 2 years.. i hope.

it's been awhile too since i went to a proper jamming session. & i mean PROPER, jamming session. i managed to catch up on my previous band & went jamming, but isn't what i expected. what do i mean proper? ask your/my friends. they should know. haha. we covered a grunge song! nostalgia. hahaha. oh well, a bunch of kids with a passion in music. what do you expect? haha. I NEED A PROPER JAMMING SESSION! i miss the time which i have a band to focus on. a serious one. oh God, HELP ME!

tmr is........................ 9th of SEPTEMBER! what's with 9th of september? go figure out. :))

that's about it.
later aite.

& dear, it's 2 more days. ily.
=)

Empty - The Click Five

2008-07-22T14:40:00.003+08:00

hey.

hahaha. sorry i couldn't find time to update my blog, since my computer is "down" for the moment. ain't sure when it'll be back but hopefully soon enough. i'm bored.... since there's no access to computer at home. done the e-tutor job at school. hahaha. yeah, took the chance nw to do what i'm supposed to do. yeah, as you can see, it's a new blog layout. don't really know what happened to the previous blogskin. haha. so, yeah. just simply simple layout to begin with. ohh.. who cares.

life?
haha. okay... great. just days pass by... so fast that we don't realise it. yeap, i miss all those pathetic times in secondary school. i miss all those troubles we got in. hahahahaha. yeah... but we're off to our own path now. guess i've seen some who've changed. not suprising though...yeah.

right. guess that's it for nw ya. & sorry if those i've linked' had not been linked. lost all those links uhh. thousand apologies aye. okay... so that's all. take care yaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

i love you, my dearest.
:D

Legends Never Die - As Blood Runs Black

2008-05-25T11:12:00.003+08:00

hey.

i know. it's been long since i updated. hahahahahaha!
due to tight schedule+lazyness+everything else=this.
hahaha. yar right.

yeah, thing's been okay, some things aren't.. but that's normal. i've got in ITE yishun doing Electronics. Yeap. A bit boring sometimes, but that's okay with me. Met a few bunch of friends... & all of them are great friends... for now maybe. all of different ages. haha. yeah. things been rather sick these few days.. but i'm sure i can manage.

haha. sch was okay la. it's been nearly a month i'm in sch. it wasn't so bad aftrall. yeahh. sch's module was alright. i'd prefer EEP than DE. okay, i know you won't understand. haha. yeahh.
time table fr sch was alright. but quite tired of the long hours. hahaha.

yeah. i miss sec sch times you know. the trouble we get ourselves into, the food we ate, everything! haha. yeahh.. those memories. will forever stay. i miss sec sch.
:)

i bet that's all uh. life's been okay i guess.
okay! tc u guys. it's like finally i've updated. hahaha!

My Fears Has Become My Phobias - As Blood Runs Black

2008-03-04T01:18:00.005+08:00

it's so hard to say that i'm sorry.
i'll make everything alright.
all these things that i've done.
now what have i become, and where'd I go wrong?
i don't mean to hurt, just to put you first.
i won't tell you lies.
i will stand accused.
with my hand on my heart.
i'm just trying to say...

i'm sorry.
it's all that i can say.
you mean so much.
& i'd fix all that i've done.
if i could start again,
i'd throw it all away.
to the shadow of regret.
and you would have,
the best of me.

i know that i can take,

back all of the mistakes.

but i will try,
although it's not easy.

i know you believe me.
cause i would not lie.

don't believe their lies.

told through jealous eyes.

they don't understand.

i won't break your heart.

i won't bring you down.

but i will have to say,

i'm sorry.

& to you my dearest:

things are getting harder in life.

many challenges & difficulties we've faced,

& which we are going to.

but i just can't turn back time,

like the days we've used to be..

i want the old times back too.

but i don't know the answer.

i don't know if those times will come back.

i just don't know. & i'm sorry.

i'm sorry my dear, i'm sorry.
& just to let you know,

i miss you, & i love you.

<33

88 - Sum 41

2008-03-01T22:43:00.005+08:00

it's been like these since the beginning.

screaming through hardship until it succeeds.

alone i walk, ignoring those around me.

waiting till the darkness is all is all i can do.
suddenly it comes to me...

i open my eyes, my heart & my soul..
the world is all that it can be.

if only i could open my heart..

i could begin from the start.

a day like today, they'll be no difference.

waiting for something's that been given.

i can do anything if i'd persevere.
maybe that day, i'll see the way.

-Part 1.

wait... how long would you wait?
just for me to call.
i know you make mistakes, but..
i hope someday you have it all.
cause i feel like a prisoner...
trapped inside this broken world.
while i'm playing the victim again.
running in circles.
to me it's all the same.
and though nothing's gonna change..
still, i hope someday you have it all.

take this aggravation that i've thrown myself into.
change the situation just cause i need something new.

-Part 2

i love you dear. <33

Doomsday - Atreyu

2008-02-17T00:38:00.010+08:00

hey. haha. hello! it's been ages since i've updated. hahahahaha. yeaaah. got nth really to update. been busy.. working & stuff. yeahh. so yeah, don't have the true time to on the friggin' computer. yahhh. ohh well. some things have been goin' very well for me, but some aren't. well, it's part of life isn't it? just go thru with it. so well, you see... work's been fine. no more of that pathetic seoul garden. hahaha! i don't care hw much they paid me. i don't simply enjoy working there. so, i got myself out of there. & yeah. & still i haven't got the time to return zaha's bass. sorry beb. aku try cari time utk kasi alek kau nye bass!. oh! ez-link payment had been pathetic. but nevertheless, travelling to and fro from work is alright. been going home late night. & somedays, even later at night. had no choice but to extend worktime due to lack of crews. yeah. so, hope u understand dear. :))

yeah. so i guess this is it. updated aye? finally. thx fr reading anw. :))

from my dearest,

& &

&&! i got what i've longly awaiting for. haha. a DW7002 double pedals! bought it with my own hardwork money. retail price at $475 at ranking.

& to my dearest. missing you. & i love you.. as always.

:))

In Dying Days - As Blood Runs Black

2008-01-01T00:09:00.001+08:00

time check: 12+

err.. a short one.

happy new year everyone!

have a good year ahead!
=)))))

& my dearest, i'll always love you. all the best for next year O's. i'll be there for you if u need me. =))

My Apocalypse - Escape The Fate

2007-12-29T23:42:00.001+08:00

hello. see this guy in the above picture? well, he's one of the special kids god created. why? because he just lost his mother at a very young age. i just went to a funeral this morning. i gave my sympathy to him. & despite myself being an orphan, i know how he'd feel to lost someone special; at a very young age. yeap. he lost his mom. & i can't bear seeing him cry this morning. it made me fall into tears myself. it's really saddening to see such a happy chap like him cry. one moment, he was playing around with me.. the next moment, he cried. i'm seriously sad for him. i know how it feels to lost someone special; the youngest in the family. & yeah. i don't have anything to update right now. just felt a sense a pity for him & his siblings.. who lost their mother. the pain to lost someone very special is unbearable, i know. be strong okay guys.

& dear, it's really painful to lose someone. & i've lost someone special. i don't wanna lose you. i love you dear.. always. <33

A Little Peace Of Heaven - Avenged Sevenfold

2007-12-19T01:55:00.001+08:00

hello~ haha. yeah! went to marine parade 2 days ago. well yeah, went there to relax, fun, chill & enjoy. you know, normal stuff. haha. yeah.. with the normal people. my dearest, mcm phm brothers, nana, syazzy, nasyrul & rabia. yaaaa. as per normal. heh. i got to see my dearest first before meeting the others. haha. my eyes were stone-ing due to lack of sleep. haha. yeap. the first thing we do went we reached there; eat. i was hungry laa. haha. yeap. i bought nasi ayam penyet for me & my dearest. plus extra rice; as per normal.. for me & her. yeap.

after eating, we proceeded to the beach. yeap. i sat down at the breakwater with my dearest, enjoying the strong winds plus some drops of the rain. hehe. we got ourselves wet. yeah, we're unprepared. i was thinking of just sitting down there to chill or smth. but ended up we'd play with the water.

then, we walked along the beach.. & my dearest taught me 'skipping stones' or whatever they call it uh. cause the stones skip on the water. i did managed to skip a stone abt four times. well, that's an achievement for me. i've just learnt that thing. yeap, not long aft, the R² couples joined us. haha yeah. then, we'd get back to the shed to dry up. well, not actually. just sit ard. haha. & then we'd head back to wdls. & seriously! that 966 bus had taken a toll on me.

all i can say is.. the bus driver is an iceman. the temperature was like damn cold, & i'm freezing inside there. yes, freezing. i was shivering in that bus. & same goes for my dearest. we can't really wait to get out of that bus. i felt like i'm inside a torture chamber. haha. yeah. cold weather, then cold bus. omg. torture! haha. yeap. then MP guy send his gf bck while we played taiti. haha. & yeah, soooo, i'd received normal nagging frm my mum when i get back; as per normal. haha. yeah. so that's all i guess. another update. my blog isn't dead afterall. haha okay, tkcre y'all.

& all those taking N lvl, good luck yaw~

all the best my bros & sistas.

& my dear, i'm glad you're happy.
thank you too.

& i love you too. always. <33

Inconsolable - Backstreet Boys

2007-12-14T23:49:00.001+08:00

heeyyyyyyyaaaa~ hahs. boredom is killing me. argh!

somebody help me pls? i'm bored to death. haha. yes. BORED. haha. life's been great overall. work's been fine. somehow, i'd start to enjoy work. haha. weird. yeap. work's been great, for once. yeaaaaaa bebeh! hehe. & some of my friends at SG is leaving cause of their N level. ohh God. good luck to you all! i'll miss you guys even though i just know you guys. haha! yeahh man.

it's been raining these days. it's really troublesome to get to places in rainy seasons. oh well, you know. you'll get wet etc etc etc. but that's good though. it's cool throughout. rather than hot throughout. haha. but seriously, ppl get sick these rainy season. so doctors.. here comes more money for you. yeah. fck. haha. i got a fever.. but i'm alright nw i guess. that's why sometimes i just hate rainy seasons.

yeaa. things have been great. thanks to everyone whom make my life great! =))

& dear.. 2 days is too far too long. ahah. but don't worry, i'll bear with it. no, we'll bear with it together. you're close to me no matter hw far you are. ily.. & imy right nw. =))
<33

Seize The Day - Avenged Sevenfold

2007-12-11T01:15:00.001+08:00

look at that pic, dated 04/08/07. haha. time really flies;fast. it seems like just yesterday that i got to hold you in my arms. it's been three months. & definitely.. i still wonder how we could be this way, really. sometimes i ask myself.. am i dreaming or whaat? haha. well, maybe i'm not. yeap, total strangers at first. giving the "i dont give a damn abt u" face. haha. yeap. then.. nrmal friends.. & eventually i dont know how, we'd be best friends. i never expected this to come. never. :D

you had someone else, i'm aware of that. but all i know that you don't get the love you were waiting for. i wanted you, but at that time.. i know i can't have you. but eventually, he neglected you. & personally, i think he doesn't deserve the chance to love you.. cause' to me, he never did. you deserve better.

yes, on that same day he let go of you.. i took the chance to be with you. i took the chance to be with you. i took the chance to be his replacement. & i'm delighted.. to have you.. haha! as a belated-birthday present.. although i thought i could never have you. so.. i did asked myself.. "am i dreaming somehow or what?" haha. & yeah. i can't really give you anything.. except for my love, care & concern. & i too expect that from you.. nothing else. & i forgive you, for everything you did wrong to me.. & same for me.. forgive me if i did any mistakes.. dont care how big or how small.

yes, happy 3 mths to you.

i don't wanna lose you.

i don't wanna leave you.
i want you.
& forever.

<33>

Gunslinger - Avenged Sevenfold

2007-12-09T00:42:00.001+08:00

i'm dead tired right now but yet wanting to write this post. haha! :D

haha! yeah! so that's where we're headed to just now. well, yesterday i mean. heh. well, yeah. proceeded to wild wild wet with my dearest comin' along with my family & my mum's friend's family. woke up way early in the morning & yea, went to pick my dearest & off to mrt, where i was suppose to meet them at 8.30.. but never did on time. haha. as per normal. they came a bit later.

yeap. took the mrt etc etc & estimatedly reached there ard 10+. settled down & got changed and went straight to the pool.. even though me & my dearest haven't took our breakfast. hungry laa giler. yeap. went a few places in the whole swimming complex. & that tsunami.. haha. lame laa. yeah. but that's when my & my dearest heard someone shouted.. "ohh! my penis". he was shouting like there's no one ard him. haha. yeap. had lunch.. chicken rice plus so much of fried chicken. haha. yeah. when changing time, it's obvious that my dearest took the longest time. she was the last one, and everyone was waiting for her. but it's okeh. we ended finishing some food up while waiting for her. haha.

obviously, we took the mrt train back home. everyone was dead tired i can see that. my brother even lie down sleeping. haha. yeap, it was tiring. dearest slept beside me. she was in deep sleep for sure. yeaaah. today was great.

i'll post some more pics. & thus that's all for today i guess. :D

& my dear, i too get to go out with you. again.. hehe. yeah, it was fun. thank you too for coming along. =) i'm glad that you're happy. ilu. <3

Scream - Avenged Sevenfold

2007-12-06T13:40:00.001+08:00

There you go for yesterday!

yeap, as planned by the mcm phm brothers (Rahman&Rahim), we got our asses off to vivocity with no particular reason. haha. actually, we needed just some time off, so we'd get out together to have some fun. yeap, out with the 8 regulars... Haikal(Curly), Syazwan(Syazzy), Ayul(Mush2), Raihanah, Rahim(shoot-the-burger pathetic guy), Me obviously & my dearest (Hiryanty) and Rahman(the mcm-phm guy). haha. yeah, & obviously Rahman brought someone else, which is Rabia from STK. haha. easily, he uses our name to get an excuse to get out with her. [tkpe man, lain kali kita nyer turn lak! ahah!]

ahah. met them at mrt station.. & for once! they're not late. haha. don't blame them though if they're late, cause that's the usual them. haha. & got ourselves a perfect place at vivo to lepak.. play taiti, bluff whatever stuff they wanted to do. haha. it was raining laa.. so there's not much choice. haha. then got ourselves to the hawker centre to eat... to avoid wasting our precious money on food at banquet which is expensive. haha. yeaaaa. got ourselves just simple food. & my dearest (as usual) ate banyak gilerrrrrs nasi for her size. haha! yeap. even Rabia got shocked when she saw her plate.

she was the last to finish up my food and everyone was like waiting for me. Curly entertained us all for the time being. He mixed like almost everything into a bowl of soup and acting like as if he’s a chef. I finished the “ingredients” by adding onion in there and he was like mixing it and saying.. “You need more OniOns!”. With the “O”s emphasised and we burst out laughing. He really said it with a damn funny expression! Haha! (COPYRIGHTED, HiR. HAHA.)

yeah, then we head back to where we started of course. haha. yeapp, i think yesterday was such a really happy day. we have so much fun. i got to go out with my dearest & see her somehow happy. i'm glad. ;D

& see those two in that photo? haha. happily together. congrats to the both of you. went off somewhere with hands to themselves at first, came back with hands holding the next moment. that's a happy day for both of them cnfirm already. haha. yeap, R² couples. gd luck to the both of you aye! haha. & guess what... Raihanah patched back with Razali. haha! it was really a happy day afterall. haha! another R² couples. tak kesah! H² jgk the best. kwang3. yeap, it was a happy happy day :D

& dear, i'm very happy to see you happy. we're much better off this way isn't it? why doesn't it come earlier? hahah. yeap, i'm pretty much happy myself. & i love u. :D yea, i want another crazy outing with y'all too. :D

afterlife - avenged sevenfold

2007-12-03T13:45:00.000+08:00

haha yeah! the pesta silat kesenian at ang mo kio cc.. not yio chu kang cc (maaaaaaaane ade) is over! haha! yeaah bebeh! uploaded some photos.. want to see see uh dont want then dont see. haha. yeap. the above photo consists of the participants with Abg Nas' family (Abg Nas is in red). there's Haikal (curly), Haikal again (Teddy), Rahim (shoot-the-burger), My dearest (Hiryanty), Syazwan (syazzy), Rahman (MP) & Saiful (panji "eh eh"). yeah~ all managed to bring back a silver medal.. except for the 2 Haikal, Saiful & Rahim whom brought home 2 medals. yeah! Tok Rahim was rather glad that we won something despite our 2 weeks of daily training. haha! it was worth anw. the event was fun lah. haha. i want to be part of any comp like this next year laaa okeh my dear? we'll do better round next time. we'll bring up silat kuningan together aights? haha! yeaa bebeh! haha. okeh~ bye!

-dear, i think this pic is nice. haha. yes yes insya'Allah i'll join okeh? you too okeh?
ilu.

still waiting - sum 41

2007-11-29T23:01:00.000+08:00

hey. yeah, to avoid ppl saying this blog is DEAD.. or DA MAMPOS ke ape ke.. i'll update OKEH? for once. haha! okeh okeh. cut the crap. haha. sorry laa. don't really know what to update actually. =)) *(tk senget okeh?! :DD)

Yeahhhhh. life's been utterly normal. nothing much more or less. yeap2. training's been great & at the same time tiring. err.. work's been okeh. yeahh.. err.. anymore? haha. seriously, pardon me over this post. i don't know what else i wanna write in this post. hahas.

& to you my dear. i'm sorry about just now. i'm sorry if you had to come late for work because of me. i'm truly sorry. i know you're mad at me cause' of this. all these was really unexpected. i'm really sorry. if you'd be mad at me cause' of this, by all means. i don't know what else i could say. the only thing i could really say is i'm very sorry. but i know talk is cheap. if you were to really accept my apology, thank you. if not, i'm sorry again. ilu & i'm missing u right now; cause you're not with me. =))
<33

moment - aiden

2007-11-17T22:15:00.000+08:00

i'd thought i saw something phenomenal today.

watching an blind man to his way to the bus stop while listening to warmness on the soul bring tears to my eyes. i really don't know why. such simple things in life could bring tears to my eyes. i felt so sincere. like once in a while? haha. =X

haha. yeap. life's been great. work's been tiring. yeap, kinda busy. & don't have the time to use the comp. but aye, i got my chance today. haha. yeahh. decided to update my blog. working is tiring, but at the same time it's fun. being a runner is booooooring.. having to run ard the place to check for everything that is left. haha. yeaa yeaa. whatever. i think i'll update till this point. lazy laa. haha.

& i think i'm addicted to the song moment by aiden & dear god by a7x. fuckin' great song. meaningful aye. hahah. go check it out sometime aye. haha. :DD

missing you once again.
oh noooooooooooo~
:DD

dear god - avenged sevenfold

2007-11-10T23:00:00.000+08:00

heyyyyyyy. it's been long since i've updated. like i said, this blog's kinda rusty already uh siaaa. yeah, lazyness + nothingness.. or maybe something but just don't have the time to update. haha. yeaaaahhhhhhhh. first things first. o's is over bebehhhhhhh! yeaahhh!! hahah! woohoo! yeahh, definitely glad. so, i'll just hope for the best for my results. yeayea. aaahhhhh. freedom at last. =))

but i'll definitely miss the feel of sch. all those funny things you do in sch with your friends.. ending up causing much trouble. all those canteen food.. all those teachers who've taught you.. coming to sch late all those things.. all those joy & laughter we go thru so much for almost the whole of my 16 years? haha. yeah. i'll be definitely be missing all these stuff. ahhh.. all those things made me feel so alive today. hehe. yeahh, trust me. all these things shape you into what you are now. i'll be missing all those moments & all those friends i've made in sch. hahah. well well.. life has to go on. =))

but ever since o's is over.. there's nothing left to do nw. i feel like there's nothing much to do in life right now. yeayea. i've wanted to find some job.. yeah. earn money you know. found one, but nt cnfrm yet. relax la korang. nanti aku bilang ler klau da cnfrm. haha. yeah, hope i get that job. heh. yeahh, that's life overall.

& to u my dear.
imy & ily. <33

when you're gone - avril lavigne

2007-10-27T19:00:00.000+08:00

OKAY! just a simple one. haha.

ahh. o lvls. right now. haha. kinda busy doing some revision. but yeah, find time to update my blog, since it's kinda rusty already. kwang3. haha. yeah, chemistry & history is over.. left with others. haha. alright, wish me all the best.

& uh, i'm posting this to 2 of my great friends.
we'll miss you.

sofi & nana,

i don't know why you chose to quit, but we'll remember both of you definitely. you've brought kuningan up, & maybe your time is up i guess. yeah, we'll definitely miss the laughter, sadness & much more that we've got through together for the whole of 6 years. you've pulled me in, but then you're out. haha. oh well, i can't turn your decision. it's yours, you chose it. so, all the best you both of you. sofi, i'll miss your straight-forward comments, your funny & stoned actions & much more. haha. yeah, it's sad for those who've known you guys pretty well. we'll still be friends.. & sofi, gi cs sama2 uh beb! haha. yeah, & all the best for your o lvls man. we'll be friends no matter what.

far,

you deserve it. you have no one anymore. now, you turned to curly-history cause there's no more of your friends who could tolerate your nonsense. i've had enough of your bullshits. yeah, i don't fucking care if you backstab us anymore & go tell whoever you wants.. cause i'm with her. you have no right to separate us. ohh, go & report to whoever you want.. cause i dont give a damn. almost everyone in kuningan hates you now, & i'll bet you'll still won't realise. haha. i'd wish you were out of kuningan, not sofi & nana. ohh, go to hell. i don't wish to write about you any further. it's just a waste of time.

yeah, that's all. bubye!

turncoat - anti-flag

2007-10-18T23:58:00.001+08:00

The Aftermath Of Our Class

Haha. that's it. here's the class notice board behind, on the last day of school. haha.

ku pohon restu ayah bonda - mamat

2007-10-12T21:01:00.000+08:00

First thing's first.

ESOK RAYA!!!! haha.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA LA KORANG YER!!

here's a special msg for all of you!
"pade kwn2 ku yang baca post ni.. sape tak baca tu kau nyer pasal lah. aku nak mintak maaf setelah mengumpat blakang korang byk2 kali.. maafkan aku klau aku maki dgn sengajer.. halalkan makan dan minum klau aku ade kebas korang nyer kepe kan.. haha. salah silap tu.. sorry ahh beb! haha. slamat ari raye!"

originally by curly. haha. thanks ahh beb!

& despite rayer is besok... o lvl practical is nearing!! damn it.
arghhhh! & so are the papers!

kk, now... the best thing to do..
enjoy all those delicious food laaahhh!!
Haha. kk . bubye!

my dear, i'll be missing you when you're away.

Argh. <33

stand by me - oasis

2007-10-11T18:24:00.000+08:00

anxx, perfect couple siaa korang.
sorry ahh, aku takde kerja lain.
XD

2 perfect couple untuk rayer nanti eh an! haha!!

anxx muker horny siaa~

haha! 2 more days to rayerrrrr! woohoo! yeah. i found some pics.. which i think i want to upload ages ago. haha. since rayer is comin.. haha! THIS IS A VERY SPECIAL POST. this is a tribute to anxx. haha!!! ambek kau!

walk away - funeral for a friend

2007-10-09T19:48:00.000+08:00

hey. ahah. alright. since anxx have uploaded the photos during the night we went to play some fire crackers (i think) i'll post it here.. but not all. just some of it that consists of me. these pictures are purely for fun aites. haha. here you go.

ahah! here you go. there's more & more photos.. if u wana see it, go to anxx's blog. haha kau tgk an aku promote blog kau skali uh! haha. yeah. under my links. pepandai la korang carik yer! hehe. all these photos, CREDITS TO ANXX. haah. k bye!

155 - +44

2007-10-05T23:47:00.000+08:00

ahh hey. today was so much fun. Me, AJ, white, black, Amimi & anxx went up the hill to play some with bunga api (i'm not sure what it is in english though) & took some crazy photos with anxx's SLR camera. hahah. it was so much fun. black . & the k3 theory pic was nice. haha. yah, budak-budak takde kerja uh ni. o lvl da nk dekat. hahah. if i have any photos, i'll upload uh. haha.

yeah, anw. life's short huh. Four years have been so fast. Four years in secondary school. Well, definitely i won't forget all the memories in sch. in these four years, i've lost so much & gain so much. made so much friends.. lost someone special.. & everything else. so much pain and happiness that i've gone thru. i just hope it'll change me into a better person. yeah, my major exams is nearing. & hari raya is nearing too! haha. yeah, i can't wait for both of em'. damn, o lvls. haha. yeah, short & random post. that's all. yeah. bye!

enter sandman - metallica

2007-09-29T21:29:00.000+08:00

hey. i've done some research on my comp. not exactly research la, but cleaning out some pics & stuffs. guess what? i've found some old jamming pics. that's the first time i touch this thing called 'drums'. haha. these picture reminds me of old times beb. haha. here goes;

this is ZAHA. like now or never we could get his photo. wahahah.

alright. this is my first band. LOL.

& this is HADI. guest appearance beb!

& this is ANXX. also guest appearance.

& this is ZUL. my mentor. wakaka. he taught me drums! *respect*

& this is me! first time uh main drum. wakaka.

& i have lots of more old photos. but i'll upload that the next post or something else aite. haha that's all laa. bye!

maybe - secondhand serenade

2007-09-23T15:54:00.001+08:00

ahh. hello. i was told by someone to do this stuff. oh well, since there's something for me to update, i'll update this stuff. haha.

1) List out your top 5 birthday presents u wish for:
- HER [haha!]
- money [yeap, so that can spend more!]
- time [so that i can think of more things!]
- anything that's wonderful? u vote u decide.
- & more wishes please? haha.

2) The person who tagged u is:
- go check the tagboard laaaa. u noe hu.

3) Your relationship with her is:
- what do you think? haha. friends?

4) Your 5 impressions of her:
- whoaah. i dont know lah. haha.

5)The most memorable thing she had done for you:
- erm, actually alot uh.

6) The most memorable words that she had said to u:
- something. ahahah!

7) If she becomes your lover, you will?
- will what? love her i guess?

8) If she's your lover, what she has to improve on:
- don't need to.

9) If she becomes your enemy, you will?
- err, in the first place will that happen? ahha.

10) If she becomes your enemy, the reason is:
- maybe she just changed?

11) The most desire thing you would like to do for her now is?
- err.. idk. what do you think?

12) Your overall impression of her:
- a great friend.

13) How do you think people around u will feel about u:
- idk. both good and bad, definitely.

14) The character u love about yourself is:
- idk. & don't ask me. haha.

15) On the contrary, what character u hates about yourself:
- idk. & don't ask me again! aha.

16) The most ideal person I would like to be:
- whoever i am right now. cause nobody's perfect.

17) For the people who cared & liked you say something to them:
- thank you! & many other thing lahhh.

18) Pass this quiz to 10 people that u wish to know how they feel about u.
- anyone arrhh. lazy uh want to list down ppl. hehe. ok, i list down some!
= anxx
= jolene
= wei li
= azi
& anyone.

okay, done. actually, i don't really understand what's this all about. but.. haha ntah lah. buat ajer uhh. lol. kay kay go go! whoever suppose to do go do arh! but if you dont want to do then dont need ahh. hahah.

home - daughtry

2007-09-13T22:57:00.000+08:00

ahh! hello. haha. today was the first day of the fasting month. felt different at school of course, but right.. it's just the first day. i don't really feel the hunger, but i can definitely feel the thirst. but still, endure it bebeh! yeaaa. school's been a total bore. yeah, the prelims and all. tmr will be english. ahh, end school at 9.40am. that's the good thing though. haha. yeah, there's not much things to do during the fasting month. & i think the best thing to do is... sleep! ahah. yeah. sleep until 7 so when you wake up, you get to break-fast. haha. oookkaaaayyy. nothing else to post about lahh. i'll think of something to post next time. in the meantime, selamat berpuasa to all muslims.. puasa jangan tak puasa. haha. kay.

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anw, to u know who.
i'll love you - always.

"The miles are getting longer, it seems, The closer I get to you. I've not always been the best man or friend for you. But your love remains true. And I don't know why.You always seem to give me another try."

Home - Daughtry.

<3333

911 for peace - anti-flag

2007-09-11T23:15:00.000+08:00

ahahh! i'm so fuckin' glad today! don't ask me why. haha. anw, tmr's the starting of prelim exams. ohh fuckk. haha. & tmr's probably the last day i could enjoy the food in the canteen! haha. yeah, well thursday is the start of the fasting month. haha. i think that's all. hahaha short & simple! kk.. wish me luck on my prelims... and JANGAN LUPA PUASA KEPADA SEMUA UMAT ISLAM... PUASA JANGAN TAK PUASA TAU!!!

SELAMAT MENJALANI IBADAH PUASA!

& one last thing. ILU!
today is a day to remember!

entrance of the conflagration - trivium

2007-09-01T13:38:00.000+08:00

You feel their eyes upon you
Hear their words behind you
What do they know (what do they know)
About you

They tell you who you should be
They tell you what you should do
They'll never believe (never believe)
In you

Somebody should have told you
It never comes easy
And somebody should have told you that
There's no guarantees
And that you lose it all
When you stop dreaming
There's no way to know if you run away
(They tell you who you should be while ignoring your dreams)

This is your time to stand up
This is your time to fight for
All that you know (all that you know)
And you believeYou owe it to yourself to
Find out what you're meant for
There's no way to know (no way to know)
If you run

There's no looking back

They tell us who to be
While ignoring all our dreams
So we'll throw them away (we'll throw them away)

There's no looking back

---- Life Is A Garden - Greeley Estates

fear of the dark - iron maiden

2007-08-30T23:57:00.001+08:00

yea, hello. haha. okay i'll update, since there's one thing i have not done after 3 people asked me to do this stuff. haha. right. 10 facts abt me. i ain't gonna write 30 of them. that's too much i guess. haha. 10 will be enough. so, here goes :

1. i'd always fall on rainy days, since i was small. even until now.

2. twice, i cried like there's no tomorrow during the first day of primary school.

3. i'll always spoil the things i'd borrow from my brother. & he'll get angry over it.

4. once during primary 6, i ran away from my primary school discipline master without my shoes cause we were caught playing soccer under the void deck.

5. i still admire how wrestling's actions and acting skills that are somewhat "real" to some people.

6. i somehow still loves to watch cartoons on kid central if there's nothing to do. hehe.

7. i started to listen to boybands first before going on to other genres. boybands is still the best yaw! haha!

8. i'd like to perform on stage, no matter what i'm playing. ahah! =D

9. i still think that tre cool; green day's drummer is the best!

10. okay, short & simple. the last thing.. i got a dimple only on my right cheek. HAHA. =P

right. haha. okay! the next lucky ppl who got the chance to do this thing!

1.anxx
2.anxx
3.anxx
4.anxx
5.anxx
hah! amek kau! buat la lagi 50!
& out to everyone else who wants to do it lah.
hehe bye!

animal i have become - three days grace

2007-08-26T19:46:00.000+08:00

if i were to say i'm leaving you,

would you say goodbye?

if i were to say were special to me,
would you really believe me?

if i were to say i love you,

would you give a damn?

if i were to give you everything i had,

would you take it?

if i were to feel very sad,

would you really care?

i'm speechless. i don't know how long it can stay this way. just when i'd thought things are getting better, things turned out to be worst. all i wanted was you, but things just get in our way. even the slightest things. i don't want things to be this way. i never knew you were so pathetic. all i wanted to do was help, but it came back. it came back in a form of a dagger, that stabbed me right at the heart. i don't blame you though. & i'm not giving up. what's right is right. again, you chose your actions, you face the consequences.

for whom the bell tolls - metallica

2007-08-25T19:31:00.000+08:00

let this be short & simple.

i'll be there for you.

& i'm gonna show it to you.
=D

loves. <3

red and dying evening - alesana

2007-08-24T22:45:00.000+08:00

you decide your action, you face the consequences.

i really don't know how & why you came up with that decision. one thing i know, you're just plain stupid. your position is at stake, & all because of someone you risked it. you spent more than years in this thing, & you decide on a decision that would end everything. so, everything you've done for this years would have to go down the drain. what the hell. i only could say these words, but you chose your actions. so you face the consequences.

pain for pleasure - sum 41

2007-08-21T22:30:00.000+08:00

what do you expect?

slap at the back + pinch on the left arm + pinch on the left/right cheek.
aper la dosa aku dekat kau?

alalaa cute girl. haha.
i know you're reading this. =D
pipi aku masih sakit. haha.

apology - alesana

2007-08-20T23:00:00.000+08:00

why? why now? i wonder why. really. why not it happened earlier? it was really unexpected. i had never expected you to be this way. but this thing is really happening. & for real. is this just a dream? someone, help me. i can't believe things happen this way. i'm actually happy with what we are now; you're my source of inspiration. you made an impact in my life... i can't believe this is happening. all i wanna say is thank you to you. a very big thank you, to whom it may concern.

& one more thing, my cheeks still hurts. argh!

the empire strikes first - bad religion

2007-08-17T23:06:00.000+08:00

ahh. hey. i've shouldn't have gone to the farewell party. all i can say is the sec 3s have done a great job, but the things & plans just simply sucked. i've should have not go to the farewell party. what the f*** siaa. i hate that charcoal thing. the charcoal was very damn difficult to burn, & the worst thing is there isn't enough fire starters & solid fuels. there is solid fuel, but can't be used. the food was just waiting to be cooked, but there's no fire. then there was suppose to have a performance, i did planned some things with irwan & farhan. they planned to play face down & pieces acoustic. but all was fucked up & nothing came out. not even the dance thing the sec 2s have prepared. then, i decided to play in the middle of the central square. haha. ah, fuck lah. i don't feel like farewell in this case. i've got some pics of the barbeque to upload, but later. haha. overall, the band people are the best! they made me laugh like hell! especially big bil. haha. wth. they're nice people. =D that's all. bye!

anw, anyone wants to see a picture of a monkey in my next post? ohh haha. amek kau!

quit your life - mxpx

2007-08-14T23:40:00.000+08:00

someone! help me! she knows my blog! she knows my friendster link! what's more? she's a stalker! arghh. help me! nyahahaha. you know who am i referring to. badut~! HAHA.

anw, i love the song You Make Me, Me by MxPx.
it is short, simple but meaningful. i'll put down the lyrics.

Every night I get down on my knees and pray,
And thank the lord above for you each dahy,
I was lost and then I found you,
You make my ocean, You make my sky blue,

You make me smile
You make me sing
You make me scream
You make me, everything
You make me, me

What blessings has the Lord stored up for me?
You are the answer to that mystery
I was lost and then I found you
You make my ocean, you make my sky blue

You make me smile
You make me sing
You make me scream
You make me, everything
You make me laugh
You make me cry
You make me live
You make me die
You make me, me!

there's some more. go check it out yourself!
hah yeah. so, yeah. bye!

demi waktu - ungu

2007-08-12T19:45:00.000+08:00

ah hey. haha. didn't online much these few days. err.. kinda busy nowadays & got some things to attend to that make time really flies. yeah. yeah, friday & saturday was really a busy day for me. haha. i can't believe it too, that i'm one of the characters in a stage act. i didn't know how i could end up this way. haha. anw, it's fun. got to meet new friends of different ages, & make lame funny jokes & lots more. it's once in a lifetime experience. yea, stepped in victoria theatre with almost hundred people watching, or maybe more. i don't really mind all these things. i find these malay legends interesting instead. haha. well, to some of you, it's boring. yeah, maybe a little. yeah. i can't really forget this thing. it was a truly great experience, i won't want to forget. apart from that, life's been great i guess. haha. alright. till here. bye!

i want it that way - backstreet boys

2007-08-08T20:27:00.000+08:00

PRESENTING:
the k³ theory™

alright. here are some pics.

Alif, a.k.a. AJ; Vocalist

Farhan a.k.a anxx; Guitarist

Haikal; Drums =D

Amirul a.k.a. Mimie; Bassist

Farhan the 2nd a.k.a. Waheed; Guitarist

HAHA! there goes. the members of the k³ theory™. only 4M1 students know what it means. haha. Today was extremely great! I was looking forward to this band competition for ages. haha. it's really unexpected. we made it this far. first, we went backstage to set up those equipments. Changed our clothes, mine was a last minute preparation. session a little, help AJ to clear his vox abit & plan some things ahead. Things mostly come out our way, which i'm really glad that it happened. yeah. things worked out great! i borrowed wan bogeh's shades or whatever thing it' called. haha. cool one beb. started with some drums, then guitars, then vox. it's an experience not to be forgotten. i can't forget the nervousness going up on stage in front of soooo many people. & i didn't expect to see a whole lot of lower sec students. oh how i wish there was an encore to that! oh well. the results part was the best. when i found out we was top 2, i quickly ran to the others. haha. when our name was announced, they dance like there's no tomorrow sia, which luckily i didn't do that. haha. we really didn't expect to win. we only had 2+ jamming session together & still managed to get the band going. oh imagined how i'd be if we had 10 more jamming sessions. but no doubt, the 4M2 band, the rocker nova if i'm not wrong should have the title. oh well, to the other bands, they rock too. they were tight as hell. haha. others might not win, but still we enjoyed ourselves, every minute of it. haha. yeah. well, that's all i think for today & today's history.

& to you. i dont know if you're reading this. since that day that we're closer. we became best friends & everything else. i'll tell you what, i'll be there for you no matter what. =/

<3.

stockholm syndrome - muse

2007-08-06T17:59:00.001+08:00

hey you people! i'm soooo fuckin' excited! HAHA! i simply can't believe that we made it through the audition for the battle of the bands! this wednesday! we took about only a few days to learn that song? and only jamm twice? & we actually made it! i dont really believe it! ohh, dont mind me. i'm soo fuckin' excited right now. we actually lost hope that we'd made it. but we made it indeed. ahaha!! & there's sooooooo many great bands. i simply can't believe we made it. haha!! alright! i'll guess wednesday will be the dayy!!!! haha!! bye!!! the k³ theory™ will rock!

as i'm falling down - escape the fate

2007-07-31T18:16:00.000+08:00

hey. haha. i didn't update for some time. i didn't have anything to update anw. everything's fine with school. haha. that's great i guess. today was the english oral for prelims. i don't think i did that bad. well, the oral was okay in fact. it wasn't as hard as i expected. but i wasn't saying that it's easy. oh well, it's over. let the past be the past. haha. YEAH, like i said, let the past be the past. ah, there was this book i read. there's this useful phrase, and are actually useful. haha. actually, i have nothing really to update, as usual. haha. oh well. that's my life. this weekend is baybeats. i wanna meet that one band on friday! but i dont really know if i can make it. damn it. argh. ahh, & i heard there's who wants to be a diva this year. i hope it's true. i really wanna perform siaa. haha. & oh, i think that's all huh. i'll update if there's anything.

you, you know who you are. i don't know if its is merely a coincidence. i don't really care whether it's true or not. be yourself. don't really care what others said. but if the truth were to shine at the end, i'm sure you'll regret what you've done to us all. only time will tell us all. we've been waiting for the truth from you. i know you won't say it all to us. save your precious lies and tell all of it to all your closest friends, which i'd doubt if you have. let's see what they have to say...

& one last thing. she is so cute today.

thank you for reading, & have a nice day.

responsibility - mxpx

2007-07-22T07:13:00.000+08:00

"taste your vanity and its sweet bitterness
as you hide behind your veil of my stolen hopes and lost dreams...

you took them all...
I watched you steal my thoughts and had to see you smile"

Alesana - Congratulations, I Hate You.

false idols - unearth

2007-07-19T21:55:00.000+08:00

source: www.happeepill.com
ahah. i find this picture interesting. anw, today was racial harmony day. everyone were wearing lots of different tradisional costumes. haha. right. since last year i didn't wear, i wear it this year, my last year beb, hopefully. haha. i wore black today, complete with everything. then, we walked around the school like a no-life maniacs. haha. we took photos of whom we could find. yeah.oh, i expect to see her though in traditional clothes.. but didn't. i wonder how she'll look like. but, oh forget it. damn. school was tiring and boring, well for today. there was no mood to study. the weather was also cool. contribute to our lazyness to study. felt sleepy during lessons. like f$&k. history did half of the homework only. ahh dont bother talkin' abt it. then i felt a sense of relief when school ended, which is at 3+. stayed back in school, until late for the first time in this year. yah, bad things happened and unpredictable. outrageous, but true. haha. seems like they finally talked to us, the truth was out, mindsets changed, today was great. experience uh. too bad can't get to see her though. oh well. that's all. a long post finally. hahah. bye!

redundant - green day

2007-07-16T18:47:00.001+08:00

ahh. gce o level mt listening compre had just over. it was okay afterall. for some questions, it's confusing. started at 5. it was considered late. haha. well, it started off with imran ajmain's song. it was lucky enough that song didn't put me to sleep. ahah. the rest, was history. before the exam, we went jamming. well, it's alright laa actually. haha. better be prepared next time. right. apart from that, life's been great. things went out as i actually think of. well, hope this will stay. i was hoping that the who wants to be a diva band comp be held sooner. haha. can't wait to see ppl thats gonna join in. oh, i did saw her.. and she's cute siaa.. argh! heheh! don't ask who. alright, that's all. right. bye!

dr acula - shocker on shock

2007-07-14T13:38:00.000+08:00

I Don't Wanna be A Fraud.

& Pretend Everything's fine.

when everything aren't fine.

the frailty of words - hopesfall

2007-07-09T18:08:00.000+08:00

THE FRAILTY OF WORDS.

I talked to you today.
I heard the tremble in your voice cradle the fall.
I know you'll never change.
I know it's hard for you.
it's hard to understand betrayal within.
there is a fine line,
between betrayal and friends.
you'll never be.

the ransom - escape the fate

hymn for the dead - anti-flag

2007-07-07T22:33:00.000+08:00

ahh. oh well, finally found something to update. went to follow the pope to buy his psp. haha. oh well, yeah. he spent lot of money on his psp. it's his sweat and hardwork though. so it's worth it. haha. the pope and anxx came late, as usual. haha. met some friends at bns. saw some students. yeap, and off to sim lim. alif bought a silver one with a 4gb memory stick. a nice one. haha. then, go eat, and off home. oh well. i found some pics and it's really getting on my nerves. hahah. oh well, i dont have the money. if i do... haha. okay, that's it about today. well, tmr.. loads of plans waiting for me. but i dont know which to go. well, let tmr goes, as it planned. alright, bye!

"identity can leave you selfless" - anti-flag

not now - blink 182

2007-07-01T00:22:00.000+08:00

ahh. went to catch transformers today. oh well, i think it's the coolest show i've seen right now. it's effects are wonderful. yeap, it's cool. go check it out huh. yeap, kinda lazy to update. haha. since i'm back online. but really ah, transformers is a really really cool show uh. ok, stop it. haha. life's been great actually. just lazy to update, bcoz there's nothing to update. xD. wahaha. oh, i've been quite listening to a lot of punk rock songs lately. idk why. hahaha. oh well. that's it huh. till then. go watch transformers! haha.

"there is hearts in all of us, don't let it turn to dust." - sylvia reborn [ monofone ]

moron - sum 41

2007-06-25T19:38:00.000+08:00

Who Thinks George Bush Is a Fucking Moron?? - Deryck Whibley

famous last tears- a vacant affair

2007-05-10T12:13:00.000+08:00

ahh. this blog will be on hiatus for a while. haha. till then. bye.

deadbolt - thrice

2007-05-08T16:07:00.000+08:00

hey. hello. haha. today's examinations simply sucked. it was maths paper 2 and chemistry. maths paper 2 was way difficult. hah. yeah, maths oh maths. chemistry was okay uh, quite difficult also. there was this section, my friends were all telling me must do two questions. i don't know must answer 1 or 2 questions uh. sometimes i don't believe uh. haha. i did one only siaa. there goes about 10 marks if it's really 2 questions. a failure for chemistry. oh well. learn from mistakes, no one is perfect. even 4m5 students made mistakes. ahah. oh well. updated the song. sum 41 thanks for nothing. it's a nice song uh. listen, then you'll know. heh. ok uh, that's it. bye.

machine head - imperium

2007-05-07T19:12:00.000+08:00

ah. well, my mind went blank for D&T paper. it sucked, and i've got nothing else to say. what do you expect? tmr would be chemistry and maths paper 2. how worst can it be?? hah. ah kay. forget it. sometimes i do wonder what are friends for.. really. it's a big mystery to me. oh well. i'm really not in the mood today. ah fuck. ever since that.. ahh. kay. forget it. anw, thanks arh to farhan and nazree, for being my bestest 'friend' ever. kawan baik sekali ahhh ehhhh. woohoo. i'm so glad to have you as a friend siaaa. bangga sia aku dapat kawan mcm korang kan. korang baik giler nye. tak leh angkat ahh. i'm through for the both of you. ahh. i've got nothing to say anymore ahh. today was the best-est day in my life siaa! woohoo!

ahh, not forgetting the quote of the day!
"haikal rabak." ah thanks for the compliment btw,
to whoever you are. cheers!
ahh. you. yes you.
i'm glad that i'm so called your friend,
to whom it may concern.

forever love - x japan

2007-05-05T19:58:00.000+08:00

ah i can't help it. i can't forget the song forever love & tears by x japan! nice song indeed. r.i.p. hide. \m/

Yoshiki From The Last Live. \m/

lover's requiem - i am ghost

2007-05-04T18:03:00.000+08:00

ahh. just now was history & english paper 2. both was okay laa. oh right. stop talkin' about exams. haha. monday is d&t. i don't know a single thing siaa. ahh. wonder how i'll do for d&t. haha.
okay, that's enough.

ah! there's something that caught my eye that day. it's shiny siaaa. hahaha. it's gold! gold plated i mean. something that's really nice! well, i don't think it's available at singapore though. 24 karat gold! here it is!

DW limited edition 5000AD3 pedal 24 karat GOLD plated. Only 1000 will be made for the 35th anniversary of drum workshop. damn! i won't use siaa if i have this thing. anyone wants to buy me one? nyahahah!

annihilation in the hands of god - roadrunner united

2007-05-03T14:22:00.000+08:00

oh well. maths paper 1 was just now. i've got nothing to say about maths anw. i know it's important, but it sucks. haha. that's what i think anw. some will love maths, but not me. hah. tmr's history and english paper 2. well, i just hope i'll do well in both, and also other subjects. good luck to those taking exams too. =D

ahh. nice drumset siaa. great mohawk, great drums, great drumming skills. what's more you can ask? huahuahuah. kay, that's all i guess. bye!

final goodbye - comeback kid

2007-05-01T18:23:00.000+08:00

see this triple beater double pedal? haha. i wonder how it's been played. since we got two legs only,unless you're an alien. haha. it costs a bomb too. haha. dah, bye!

the press corpse - anti-flag

2007-04-30T19:50:00.000+08:00

i'm actually tired of saying all these things all over again
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
and i'm nothing more than a line in your book. (same old line on a brand new post). taken advantage of your situation. i shouldn't have thought you're a perfect liar . it's just a matter of time. till then, you'll know it. before i'll expose your secrets and lies, you can think of what you've really done. age is not a matter. nothing really matters either. it's either you or your attitude sucked. i don't want to waste my time talking to you. simple, we hate you. yea, we really do. in the matter of fact, all your friend are gonna hate you for it. two faced liar. i hope you rot in hell, for all i care. you're worthless to me right now. every single word means nothing. everything are just pure lies. it's true what K says."if you don't like that something.. why bother?" life goes on. life is definitely going to be better.

okay! let set these things aside, and get on to life. i think i've been hearing anti-flag these few days. haha. well, the fact that i've updated. ahah. life's been fine nowadays. so, nothing to worry about. except for exams! huahuahuah~

anw, that's all. hah. i can't go bragging about my life here. heh. bye.

the kill - 30 seconds to mars

2007-04-25T18:50:00.000+08:00

Examinations
=D

To N & F,
thx.
the word "best friends" become redefined.

Aiden!

face down - red jumpsuit apparatus

2007-04-15T17:50:00.000+08:00

when boredom strikes back (pt .2)

Now, D&T is real fun.

the acoustic song - red jumpsuit apparatus

2007-04-12T21:59:00.000+08:00

aah. hello. today was english oral. it seems to be a busy week sia. test & whatever shit.. yeahh. so, today we had that bloody english oral. it's was okayy lah actually. Mr Low was okayy too. he's quite good lah actually. hahah. being the second or the first was the worst thing ever. i'd rather go in the middle uh, as there are time to prepare, etc. being second was like.. urgh. everything went so fast sia. i think it just took about.. ten minutes? for one oral to finish. the reading, was okayy uh. i got read one part wrongly.. but it's okayy lah. then the picture conversation was @#%$^%&. i didn't know what the picture was sia. i knew the picture was about two person, and it was at the airport. it was fucked up. the worst part of the day, was the conversation part. it was purely totally crap. i could answer maybe just a few lines sia. the question was like $%^&^*. how does it feel to be famous something like that. wtf siaa. i think my oral was totally fucked up. seriously. damn! ending it here uh. so, bye.

All truths are easy to understand once they are discovered; the point is to discover them.
- Galileo

what it is to burn - finch

2007-04-05T17:47:00.000+08:00

hello you. there was this new jamming room. we went jamming finally, a proper band jamm.. it's a while since we went jammin. and it's been a while since i touched that drumset. hahha. yeah, finally got to try the last room, which is the recording room. but we jamm there only uh. uh, the equipment there.. ugh. don't know abt the others thou, but the drumset kinda suck. the drumset wasn't so good. ok, i don't mind if you don't really get what i'm talking about. hahah. yeah. the snare wasn't so good. the bass drum too. only 2 cymbals worked out of 4 cymbals (excluding hi-hats).. and i was kinda fucked up. since that's the only room with double pedals.. chose that room uh. this is the best part. hahah. it was the tama iron cobra double pedals. don't know if it's rolling or gliding thou. but it's power beb! smooth! maybe some ppl don't get what i'm blabbering about, but it's okay. if you know things about drums, you'll know. heh. finally got to try it. it's great. so, yeah. i think we covered about 3/4 of the songs we wanted to play? it's a lot eh.. but managed to cover some songs nicely. urgghh! i personally think that lee kwong seng drumset and tiet drumsets are whole lot better. yeah. urgh. testing that pedal makes me wanna buy that pedal. but it cost %#$^%$&%^* dollars. so fuckin expensive. i dont think i can afford it. or maybe i can if i work. who knows. yeah. updated. i'm dead tired. tmr's a holiday. i''ve got many plans, but didn't know which to go. hahas. ok uh,i'm tired and sleepy. bye!

crucify my love - x japan

2007-04-04T18:17:00.000+08:00

If you could have told me everything, you would have found what love is. If you could have told me what was on your mind, i would have shown you the way. Someday i'm gonna be older than you. I've never thought beyond that time. I've never imagined the pictures of that life. For now i will try to live for you and me. I will try to live life with love, with dreams, and forever with tears.

dry your tears, with love. <3

blinded in chains - avenged sevenfold

2007-03-31T17:07:00.000+08:00

AHHAHHA! LARS ULRICH METALLICA SIGNATURE SERIES AHEAD DRUMSTICK!

got it bebeh!! woohoo!

pens and needles - hawthorne heights

2007-03-29T20:01:00.000+08:00

hahahah. i'm really tired. i'm really tired of laughing. soccer was fun, although the lower sec sports carnival was postponed tmr. hahah. it was raining heavily. it was really funny to watch those guys play. fizsio the best keeper beb! hahaha. i wasn't expecting to play soccer. i wanted to meet someone, but then i didn't manage to. well, then i went to the gallery to watch the sports carnival. it was raining uh, then there was farhan's guitar. so, they played some songs and entertain themselves and whatever shit... urgh. i want to play tmr! hahah! updated uh, bye.

Reason has always existed, but not always in a reasonable form.
- Karl Marx

to trixie and reptile,thanks - chiodos

2007-03-24T20:32:00.000+08:00

ah, finally found something to update. hahah. today, i went to dunno what course uh, it's a talk or some sharing session. yeah, it was kinda interesting. yeah, it started a little late, and ended a little late too.. but yeah, finally the star came. ahah. it was someone from amp, and it was Imran Ajmain. hahah. some of you may know him, but some may not. but yeah, he's a nice friendly guy. yah, he's a tall man, 189 cm. hahah. yeah, played some ice-breaker games and started the session. yeah, there was around 30 ppl, and some of them shared their experiences. it took about few hours, and it was food time! hehh. everyone was looking forward to it uh. the food was nice, and Imran talked to us. i've managed to got some info abt him. heheh. but nothing secret uhh. just normal info. yeah, so we chatted, but he had to go earlier than him. but yeah, it was an experience to meet him in person, especially when he was sharing his experiences, etc. and the last part, he sang for us. his voice was so damn nice sia. hahaha. yea, so that's it. ahha, bye!

Be not ashamed of mistakes and thus make them crimes. -Confucius

emptypromises-behindcrimsoneyes

2007-03-22T19:32:00.000+08:00

uh, i'm updating. hahha. i've changed my skin, and change the song. I Won't See You Tonight Part 1 by Avenged Sevenfold. yea, i've got nothing to update (as usual). yeah, school was great. i'm beginning to like school. although i didn't like it at first. it seems weird, but it's true. i like this time table, and i wish this time table won't change. i love it on tuesday & wednesday. school ends at 12.10pm & 12.40pm. its damn early. hahha. school was fun just now. hahaha. we had 5 free periods! FIVE free periods. 2 and a half hours. i did some of history, and guess the best of the bestest things to do in the class? sleep! me, alif, anxx and an wahid slept in class. ahah. but really uh, it's nice. then we went recess earlier than anybody else. yeah. then go library, borrow the laptop and played some games. ahha. i wish every thursday is like that. hahha. yeah, so i guess i'll update if i have some free time or something i can update. heh, bye! thanks for reading anw.

"Friendship is the hardest thing in the world to explain.
It's not something you learn in school.
But if you haven't learned the meaning of friendship,
you really haven't learned anything"
-Muhammad Ali.

anthem part 2 - blink 182

2007-03-18T00:58:00.000+08:00

ahah, hello. these holidays are such a bore. yeah, it's times like these that i want to go back to school. it seems weird, but yeah, it's the fact. uh, i've decided to cut my hair, to avoid cutting my hair at school again. haha. once is enough. hahha. it's not free cutting in school anw. the barber suck too. trust me, i've tried once, and it's enough. so, i've cut my hair, although i love my long thick hair. nyahaha. it's okay then. yeah, so i went to watch the movie "300". it's a very interesting story, and i love it. maybe you guys should check it out, although it's a little violent. hahah. i've check the price of the ahead drumsticks that i had been trying to find. it's a little expensive, but i think it's worth it. hahah. it's nearly $90. urgh. haha. ok, updated. at least. bye!

miles apart - yellowcard

2007-03-10T13:45:00.000+08:00

ahh, it's been a while since i've updated. hahah. yeah. yesterday, the sec 4s and 5s had the parent-teacher conference. yeah, it was ok uh. got back my result slip. it was ok lah. i didn't manage to pass my maths.. urgh. my other subjects was ok. not as bad as i expected. nothing much has happened. about the cycling trip the other day, it was ok lah. everything went as planned, but i came late. sorry yeah. hahaha. thanks to ger for treating me burger king. haha. hmm, yeah. well... i've got nothing to say anymore. yeah so, bye bye! hahah! ah! hold on. i've forgotten about this thing. i like this song soooo damn very much. it's so fuckin' nice. it's only one by yellowcard in acoustic, only one and lights and sounds in acoustic. yeah. I'm fuckin' lovin' it. bye!

we're drifting away, in case you don't notice it.

remenissions - avenged sevenfold

2007-03-02T18:49:00.000+08:00

When Boredom + Crapness Strikes Back!

for a moment i thought this is PUMA

he's bitch!

haa! nice expression!

hey kid.i'm a computer.stop all the downloading - fear before the march of flames

2007-02-28T19:56:00.000+08:00

well, hello. actually, i got really nothing to update. but i'll update anything i can think of. sorry if this post somekind of boring or whatever. heh. seriously, i think my life is just too simple. hahha. i ain't got anything interesting. school are such a bore nowadays. yeah. i think school is the most perfect place to sleep. my friends and I always get tired in class, and i don't know why. hahha. probably lessons are pretty boring, especially when it's maths lesson. the most hated lesson. uh, and i certainly miss jamming. hahha. i miss that drumset. urgh! another unsuccesful plan to go jamming today. it was raining today, and it's nice weather to sleep. hahha. yesterday, school ended at 4. tiring i guess, cos i didn't escape from that maths remedial. i got really tired yesterday and doze off. haha. ah, see. this post is crapping. haha okay enough of this shit. i've updated and that's enough for now. heh. bye!

false pretense - the red jumpsuit apparatus

2007-02-21T17:36:00.000+08:00

"when I see your smile, tears run down my face I can't replace. And now that I have figured out, how this world turns cold and break through my soul. And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one. I will never let you fall. I'll stand up with you forever. I'll be there for you through it all. Even if saving you sends me to heaven. Please don't throw that away. Because I'm here for you. Please don't walk away and Please tell me you'll stay, stay. Use me as you will, Pull my strings just for a thrill. I know I'll be okay. Though my skies are turning gray. Just please tell me you'll stay."

- your guardian angel
[-.-]

...to be loved - papa roach

2007-02-18T21:13:00.000+08:00

A love deprivation.
I’ve got a jet black heart.
It’s all fucked up, and it’s falling apart.

I’ve got another confession.
I fell to temptation.
And there is no question.
There was some connection.
I’ve got to follow my heart.
No matter how farI’ve gotta roll the dice.
Never look back and never think twice.

Take your past and burn it up and let it go.
Carry on; I'll be stronger than you’ll ever know.
That’s the deal; you get no respect.
You’re gonna get yours back.

And I just wanna be, wanna be loved.

Forever - As I Lay Dying

2007-02-17T15:50:00.000+08:00

haa hello! i've got nothing really to update, but i'll just find something to update aye. so, yeah, here goes. friday was the most boring day. 5 fuckin' periods of d&t. something happened to anxx on that day. at first, he vomited in class, so everyone were like 'whats wrong with him' type you know,and the best part i sit beside him. our plan, hehe, was disrupted when anxx really fell ill. on the way to d&t studio, he vomitted and had to sit down sia.. outside the f&n kitchen. he vomitted several times and yeah, finally had to bring him to the sick bay using a stretcher. yeah, it's quite difficult to carry bcos he's quite heavy man. but yeah, we had to bring him to sick bay. he then lie down and sat on the bed, then he was given milo, and everything else. haha. there were biscuits in the sick bay, and guess what, we ate them, not anxx. hahaha. he got brought some food, and in his condition, he gave us the food. huahuahua! rezeki beb! thanks anw. sedapp beb! tak boleh angkat! haha. yeah. his parent came and brought him home. meanwhile, mr yeo had been finding us uh. haha. bcos we wanted to cabut from d&t. yeah, that's it i think. sorry if this post bore you aye! but at least i've updated! nyahaha! ahh, before i forget, i wanna wish all chinese friends and those who celebrate chinese new year, happy lunar new year~ have a properous one and don't forget to treat me after you get ang pow money aye! bye! have fun!

November - Silverstein

2007-02-11T18:11:00.000+08:00

no way out.
it's just like i have the right key, but to the wrong door,
and i have the wrong key, but to the right door.
as hope dies.

you just never noticed it, and i knew it.

y'all with the vampire squad - greeley estates

2007-02-10T21:21:00.000+08:00

ahha, hello! i've got really nothing to do, so i'll be updating uh. 2 weeks straight, flag day, was damn fuckin' boring. the first one was really a disaster! we're supposed to meet at 9, but the person came at 11. so left 3 or 2 more hours to do. so we proceeded on doing for some time and hang around for sometime at yishun area. today was the second flag day. it was okay though, i was so suprised and thought i was late bcos there was a few schools already collecting the thing. so ok, i just relax and proceeded on library to collect the thing. yeah, i wasn't late. hahaha. i reached there at abt 11, and have to wait for an hour to collect the thing. it's ok to me bcos it's just wasting your time, not ours. i mean, the time span they could collect donations. so yeah, i was planning to go jammin' with farhan, but then changed plans and went to play soccer instead. hahah! baik eh. hang around until 4 and return the tin. filled it up with some coins and yeah, it's not so heavy, but who cares? hahaha. we had no other plans, and so we sat at the entrance talkin about the ******. it was so damn funny.. and we played some games and it dragged until 5.30. hahaha. it was a funny and interesting game though, and i personally think that alif can be a good imitator. hahaha! the video thing, it was hilarious.. hahaha! so yeah, proceeded to the pasar malam and bought some food and off! home sweet home! heh! so yeah, updated! bye! =))

put your hands off my girl - good charlotte

2007-02-08T18:27:00.000+08:00

ahhh hello. current affairs lesson was rather fun since the new teacher came. hehe. okay,don't get me wrong. haha. well, yeah, Mdm Chan taught CA lessons better than our physics teacher, obviously. i'm just too bored i guess, so don't mind me if i post nonsense. =)) anw, we were shown a movie, if i'm not wrong it's fahrenheit 9/11, a story about the US president, George Bush. the story was really interesting to me. it tells us about how George Bush won the election, how he reacted the 911 tragedy and whatever thing. it seems to attract my attention, bcos i don't really like watching these type of movies. yeah, he cheated in the elections, did absolutely nothing about the 911 tragedy and the best part is, it is recorded by one of his closest friend. hahah. well, the movie just showed the bad sides of him. it's a good thing though. hahahh. sadly, we got too watch i quarter of the movie only i think. haa, okay. i think i'll update some other time. sorry if it's boring or something cos i don't really have something interesting to post. hehe. bye! =))

famous last words - mcr

2007-02-04T15:34:00.000+08:00

i'll keep slipping farther.
i wish i had a fuckin' reason.
for this, i gave up trying.
you don't need to bother.
i don't need to be.
but once i'll hold on,
i won't let go of you 'till it bleeds.
<3

for this, i gave up trying.

Singapore won bebeh!! i'm so damn excited!!

lake bodom - children of bodom

2007-01-24T19:08:00.000+08:00

My Love To You Was A Crime.

say! say! say! after so many people ask me to update, i update la today . today wasn't a very good day. most of the things today didn't go as planned. the fire drill in school was pure crap. what alif told me was right. haha. the teacher or whoever is it give a stupid place and reason for the fire. i think it was the principal uhh. he says that there's a fire in the D&T room. if it is in the F&N room i don't mind, but it is in the D&T room man.. can you believe it. wasted our much precious time just for the practice. anw, we were damn bored and we went walkin' around to find some 'victims'. haha. we got one, and guess what, he can shake hands with us summore. then we call him cicak-man for certain reasons. haha. and yeah, walkin' around see all the new faces and faces i know, then go back to my class to go back to classroom. it was chemistry. and yeah, i do feel a difference in myself. i used to slack around much when i'm in sec 3, but not much now. I can really see something in myself. And my class are really changing, i hope it's for the best. then it was D&T time. the bad news was almost the whole D&T students get detention except for alif, me and jolene. it was almost the D&T students didn't to their work, and that's bad news as we was supposed to go jammin' today, right after school, which is 12.10pm. idk what happened and the two farhans are released from the detention at 2.40pm. so, we grabbed some money, and off to the studio. tried some new songs, and i can now play the hi-hats thingy.. and i'm loving it. hehh. then went home, and guess what.. i'll update if there's something new lah bebehs! got some D&T stuffs to do and some exams comin' up. so byeeeeeee!

and i think that someone is waaaaaaay very cute. =)))

call it karma (acoustic) - silverstein

2007-01-21T16:56:00.000+08:00

The temasek open house was fun. I'd love to go these types of open house. You'd be able to meet many people.. and even your favourite character. L was one of them. huahuahua. Yeah, like i said.. i'd love to go these open house-s. haha. Free gift was a bag with some phamplets about their courses and all. A very warm welcome by the students there. Walk here, walk there, find booths, idog thing, interesting games in short, and the photo taking with L ~ death note! and not forgetting the final fantasy character. get to touch his so-damn-big sword.and he says he can speak 7 languages. hahaha. so, yeah. he can speak malay too. haha. it's really fun man.. dia boleh beri salam dengan suruh kita pergi mengaji. hahaha. ok, quite enjoyable but i prefer RP. And so here goes the last-minute-plan jamming. Everything went as planned, played some song, but worst... i don't know what happened to the drumset. set of events happened to it. haha. maybe because of months of not playing? i didn't play it months ago. hahaha. it's done. okaaaaaaaay. update already ahhh. bye bye bye~

pieces - sum 41

2007-01-13T20:09:00.000+08:00

today was great! I found out something really important. Although I miss the CCA open house for the last year. I went for the Adventure Training Facilities. ATF, i never really thought that it could be that fun. Reach school at 7, waited for others and move on the bus. Reached the changi jetty, and waited again for this super special starkarat whom woke up late and come by his own car. hahah. I don't really know what time we reached the NPCC campsite in Pulau Ubin. So, today was fun. I'd really really love to try the flying fox again. It was my second time, and my highest. It reached about 7or 8 floors maybe?yeah. And believe me, it was damn scary to be on top there. So Irfan, Taufiq, Asri and me planned to shout like hell and shout someone's name. =D So i did. I shouted that *someone name and scolded irfan for not shouting. hahahah. well, he did shout his gf's name. well, for me, fahaaaaaam2 sudaaaaaah. haha. The ICT, was okay. And the balancing on the pole and the swinging thing, i don't know what's the name, was okay too. Although it hurts. But it was an experience, and may be the last time i step on that campsite? who knows. But i love the activities today. And that really important thing. haha. then back at school at 6.40+ and went to eat with them. and yeah, home at last. so yeah, that's all i guess. byee! have a nice day!

*step out of your comfort zone.
overcome your fears.
no one can believe in it except you.*

this time was mine - unearth

2007-01-11T15:53:00.000+08:00

sigh*
you never change do you?
you are just the same you i've seen before,
even though damn lots of people asked you to.
you can go ahead make all that stories.
in the end the truth will shine.
you're never gonna survive in this cruel world,
if you continue to be like this, and this is for real.
you're still playing your childish games.
and it proves one thing though.
i don't have to say it.
people around you will, someday.
and the decision is yours to make.
sigh*

2007-01-09T17:26:00.000+08:00

friend, is that what you are?
ask yourself.

call it karma - silverstein

2007-01-03T14:34:00.000+08:00

yo! haha. today, the start of school. ok, here goes. i started up the day listening to A Vacant Affair's Famous Last Tears. It was a nice song man... really. So, i went to school with yani. i was rather late than usual because i will always sit there listen to mp3 first, but instead, today when i reached her block, at the right moment, she got out of the lift. haha. well, at least i'm not late. So, off we went to school, teachers were waiting to catch people like a hungry shark, so i just walk past them.. and then i saw norish, she smiled at me so i smiled back. =)). then yani went to her class at the parade square i went to my class... duh. My class is really great, there's no one seating at my class, so i thought to myself... am i too early or what?! ok then, i settled down, and chill abit, then Amirul came.. the total people in my class is 28! can you believe it?! twenty-eight! from 39 to 28.. whoa, fantastic class. saw some new faces of the sec 1. So back to class... and it was boring man.. first day of school.. some of our subject teachers were changed.. and we did what stupid rules thing.. and we have our physics and chemistry lesson... and everything. left some heavy books under the table.. during recess time get to see familiar sec 1 faces in school, some of them i already know. hahaha. then i got home after that. it was actually a boring day. haha. ok! that's all for today. byeeeeee!

2007-01-01T14:51:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year everyone.

so goodbye 2006, welcome 2007!

2006-12-28T23:58:00.000+08:00

ok! haha! finally, did manage to get in blogger. ohh man, this internet problem is really troublesome. i found out this morning when i read the newspaper while waiting for faye, which is just 45 minutes. it was the Taiwan earthquake that broke the telco lines or whatever is it.. haha. Singapore was too affected.. nationwide. and it will take 3 weeks to repair. urgh, 3 weeks of slow internet connection... nooooo! i dont know what will happen. hahaha. anw, i think that's all. haha. i'll update if there's anything more. so byeeeeeeeee!

bother.

2006-12-26T19:38:00.000+08:00

badminton,
food,
friends.

and ohh!
the rain.

wonderful.
too bad you can't make it.

2006-12-22T18:34:00.001+08:00

okay! here goes nothing.
new skin, because of boredom. DUH!
bye!

seize the day bebeh!

2006-12-21T17:00:00.000+08:00

I'm so damn bored, and i don't know what to post.
anw, christmas is coming. merry christmas everyone!

this can't last forever.

2006-12-15T23:57:00.000+08:00

Okay! Now i'm really pissed off. What the fuck. What the hell has gotten into you man?! really uhh, i can't stand it when you does that to her. I don't care what happened between you and her, but stay our name out of this. OUT OF THIS. Get that?! What have we done to deserve this huh? tell us.. have we done anything wrong to you?! If we do, say it out. We're not that inhuman that we can't even say 'sorry' over what happened. There's no reason for you to hide it. You know us, you've known us for quite some time. then? What else do you want? Yea, she didn't do what you think she was doing. Why so negative of your own sister?! your own blood too. Yea, i take you as a matured man... MAN. not a boy, But a Man. We respected you, but yet you have grudges on us. Remember this, we don't hate you or anything. You didn't follow us to any occasion, but we didn't say a word. All of us didn't think negative of you. We understand, and take it lightly. If we don't, on that right spot, we had called you up and scold the fuck out of you. did we? no we didn't. yea, you people might think i take this too seriously, yes, indeed, especially when our name, is in this, and your own sister... what has she done to deserve that? you have that freedom, so let she have it too. anw, you don't lose or gain anything. Well, think back... you think you are so good? think uhh, why do people look down on you... why? WHY? uhh! You don't have to make up stories just to have your parent's attention uhh. You do something good, they'll like you. They'll never hate you. You are their son. fuck... i'm referring this to someone. you know who you are...

stay our name out of this!

2006-12-11T14:33:00.000+08:00

yeaaaaaaaaa. updating time! haha. okay. I went to the labrador park/fort berlayer last saturday with my SG urban explorer mates and also the API guys. it was really... fun with my SG urban explorer mates. really man, it was my first time with them, but i already had so much fun. of course, it was tiring, but the important one was fun. well, the fort berlayer or what i don't know... ahaha. i entered that place, for the first time, and Vlad too, and from his actions, i can tell, he really got excited at that place and started climbing up. yea, he was really an small but deadly guy. and guess what... it was my first time holding the big mofo torch. hahaha. it was an experience. from the start, the blowing balloons for API booth and all that, and i don't know how many balloons have fly off. haha. 9's with his afro hair, ahha, quite funny man... but that hair really suit him. ahaha. and met some new faces, Faye's cuz Rasul, and Ayim... haha. well, they looked familiar. i think i've seen them before. haha. We were like the host at the fort. ahah. i hold the torch and show them the dark room. And moved around that place. Then for the second group, Vlad and I went to the tunnel.. we never went to the tunnel before so this is our chance to enter it for free... hahaha. And yeah, it was hell lot of experience. And the last part was the bbq. haha. it was nice man.. i'll update if there's more. ahha. ok.. so here goes nothing, the mofo torch!

haha. so here's a big thank to API for inviting us to join them and SG urban explorer for the experience with you guys, although it's my first. haha. ok . i think that's all. bye and have a nice day aites!

2006-12-05T18:24:00.000+08:00

ohh hello. i'm damn bored these holidays, nothing to do at home, really. just waiting for this saturday's event. haha. well, i checked for some videos at youtube, and i found this.

it's silverstein performing smile in your sleep in acoustic. it's quite nice though.
hahha. actually, i have nothing to update. but someone asked me to. haha. so here it is. updated. i'll update if there's anything more okay? so, goodbye, take care and have a nice day mates! byeeeeeeeeee.

2006-12-02T22:31:00.000+08:00

Please understand.
This isn't just goodbye.
This is I can't stand you.
This is where the road crashed into the ocean,
It rises all around me.
And now we're barely breathing,
A thousand faces we'll choose to ignore.

Curse my enemies forever.
Let's slit our wrists and burn down something beautiful.
This desperation leaves me overjoyed.
With fading lights that lead us past the lives that we destroy.

I listen to you cry ,
A cry for less attention.
But both my hands are tied,
And I'm pushed into the deep end.
I listen to you talk but talk is cheap,
And my mouth is filled with blood,
From trying not to speak.
So search for an excuse,
And someone to believe you.
In foreign dressing rooms,
I'm empty with the need to.

So please understand,
This isn't just goodbye.
This is I can't stand you.

No It Isn't - Plus44

this song is to ________.
you know who you are.
and i'll find a way without you.